This is the first year out of the last several that I'm feeling real Christmas spirit... now, if I could just slow down to enjoy it.
today at work was interesting, i'm limping around, and i'm thinking about the coming holiday. and realizing that, for the first time in several years, i'm actually pretty excited about christmas. the problem is that i'm so busy right now, i don't seem to have time to think about it.
the worst part is that this year is also the first year that i don't have my kids on christmas day since laurel and i seperated. it's a little sad, i mean, i'll have them christmas eve, and we'll do christmas that day, i even sent a letter to santa to ask that he deliver some of their presents at my place a day early as a special treat. so, everything is set, and i can't wait to watch them open their presents and play with them.
i don't know, it's an odd mix of happy and sad, and i guess i really just don't know what to do with it right now.
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